The defender of bravery
Stuck in between Doctor Jekyll
And Mr. Hyde
you become the “monkey in the middle”
Your will Must obey his “handlers “orders.”
My eyes are like busted panes of glass
Because of his bleeding pride
When he holds his head up high
The handle bullies him back
Where he wants me to be
A tormented soul ready to crack.
Whip this horse
Crack your whip to get him to
Race “the controller’s track…
For years you walked
You held up a fake and proud stride
Alone to the bone
People stare and avoid you
Your presence is seen as ugly as “mr.Hyde.”
While you try your best to fit in
To gain what perks you need in life
You never have any soul to share your soul with
You look away from others kissing
Your wounds are recut open with despair’s knife.
What does this dog need to do to earn a…
You stare out your window
Not one soul is around
No holiday festivities
Your tears fall to the ground.
Invisible like a ghost
Cold inside like the winter
Does anyone truly care?
Or are words just blisters
Of lies
To make an unwanted and dying soul
A formula to feel good
You see them have what they need.
Such takes its toll
Are you are part of this earth?
Or an imaginary…
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Some day I’ll find a place to belong
The end of invisibility
The end of quiet halls
Lack of romance
And the start of equality.
People who greet you
Who are glad you are there
The end of useless time
Staring in a daze in a deep stare.
No more fighting to fit in
And aging while feeling motionless
Accomplish the goals and becoming recognized
For the bright soul that I am.
A big heart…
Everyone needs another
A hand to hold on to
Sister
Brother
Lover
We were never put on this earth alone
When such happens
It’s in our death
And our presence is over
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listen to a beautiful message in song
“Feel yourself’ from altered sensorium feeling winds
Written by Kevin kappler
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Blast from the past offer
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I have a right to my cameras and MacBook from the storage locker. I’ve asked 12 times over the last six months. This is how I ease my depression and write my songs and stories.because of this, I’ve lost out. Please allow me to pick up my dslr and MacBook soon
I need my equipment in order to restart my artist c
career.I’ve asked and waited since
July. I need this from the storage locker. It hurts not being able to work at my career.
After having no porpoise on this earth and having few who even care that I am here…I am coming close to ending my life that is the pain of this existence.
I need love
Grab my hand
Share a bond
A match made in heaven
Call my name
You are safe within my arms